






darkness encompasses me
I cannot see
I cannot feel
but I know you are there
your presence cuts through every darkness
like a sword, it slashes through
water is coming fast
it is now at my ankles
now at my waist
in the flood of fear
and the flood of emotion
your hand reaches down to me and lifts me up
it is strong and mighty to save
the fire that was kindled in the night
the ember that was glowing
that is now a flame
it is small
but it is strong
and I will not give up
these fights
these day by day encounters with the enemy
are only temporary
they are wearisome
but temporary
sometimes my arms get weak.
and my knees feel shaky
I can't catch my breath
and sweat pours from my face
these times I know you are my strength
my fortress in time of need
where can I go
where can I turn
there is no one but you
there is not one, only you
people have failed me
time and time again they have let me down
leaders have fallen
they have wandered off of the path
but in this journey, in this fight,
I will keep on working.
I will keep on fighting
I will keep on plodding on, one foot in front of the other tired foot
In the midst of the darkness I see a light
I hear a sound
and it is coming my direction
at the edge of the river in the midst of the fog I see a tiny beam of hope,
and a voice shouting my name
you have seen
you have heard
you have watched in this struggle not against flesh and blood
and you have partaken in it
I hear your voice and I shout out
I cry your name and you hear me
I call out and you are there
Please don't ever forget to pray for your missionaries. We need the Lord's Mighty Power.
Thanks!!! :)
Bekah
Thought it would be nice to show some pictures from the Family with Purpose Seminar we just finished. Lezlie and I took family pictures of about fifteen families. The beautiful scenic background is thanks to Children´s Pastor Chuck Tidd, from KY. He painted it in only FOUR days. GREAT JOB Pastor Chuck!!!!!!
Lezlie Shipman and I..
Alex, Kevin, Cindy, Nimfa (the mom) and Keli. They attend the church in Huambi.
HINT: Click on the picture to see it full sized.
Me and my friend Javier
2. Children´s Church, Children´s Church, Children´s Church!!!!!!!!!! I love it!
Sucúa Children´s church has been growing as the kids and families settle into the rythm of school and habits again. And, the Children´s Church in Huambi has been crazy... The kids are tired of sitting alll day long at school so we have quite a time in Children´s Church. This week I invited my friend Amelia to come with me. She impressed me so much with the kids that I am going to ask here to help me co-lead every Sunday and eventually take charge of the ministry in 4 mos when I have to leave. She does a great job with the kids. I have been praying for someone to help train to lead the ministry and I am thrilled to have her with me. A game in Children´s Church where you have to freeze and if you laugh, you´re out. Me and Alex.
3. A lot of eating out in restauraunts....
We ran out of gas the other day and just now have the tanks filled up......lol...
I almost starved of starvation. lol... and of hunger...
4. River outings.... getting sunburnt and enjoying every minute of it!! Jonathan, Me, and our friend Luci
5. HOMEWORK TIME!!! lol
Twice a week, 2 hours at the Girl´s Home whipping up on that math and english. The girls have a really hard time at school because the levels in their communities are below what they are learning here. So they have a lot of catching up to do.
5. Church, every night, more than you can imagine..
If we don´t have church in Sucúa, it´s somewhere else... Ok not really.. just this week..... lol... :) Last Friday I went to Logroño and helped with the worship there... As well as the evangelism home group stuff almost every night.
6. Music Practice
Pablo, (the worship leader and a friend of mine) is relieved to have someone else to help lead the worship so he won´t have to every week. So he´s put me on the schedule a lot lately.
7. Going to the Gym..
Yes people, I know it´s a shocker, but I have gained weight in Ecuador on my diet of All Starch Only Diet of plantains, rice, rice, rice, pizza, yucca, and rice. and pizza.
So me and some friends are going every day at 5 am.. I actually enjoy it a lot..
A poor little bat that just happened to be in the wrong place at the right time... Jaime is the vicious hunter who caught him and is pulling him apart by his wings.
Three Great things that have happened in the past month
1. I got to pray with my land lady the other night. Her husband is in bad health and doesn´t leave the house. She is worried about herself and her son, who drinks a lot. Lezlie and I have been inviting her son to church every time we go. The other night I was walking through the hallway and she was there so I stopped to talk to her. She was crying and the Lord opened up the opportunity to encourage her and to pray with her. She didn´t pray the salvation prayer, but is one step closer to doing that.
2. A good friend of mine who attends church with us is still making steps towards God but still hasn´t surrendered completely to the Lord. The other night I stayed in his restaurant until eleven thirty talking to him about the Lord and about the Holy Spirit. He was FULL of questions. Finally I just pulled my Bible out and we read out of Acts. It was a great conversation.
3. Spending time at the Gym has enabled me to meet more ladies and young women. It´s good to know people in the community who aren´t necesarily church attenders. That´s what Jesus did!!!
Three things that you can pray about!!!
1. Wisdom, humility and the attitude of Jesus to show up more in my life.
2. Two girls ran away from the Hope House this weekend. They stole the grand sum of $37 and disappeared out the window Sunday night. We think they went to Guayaquil, but no one knows for sure. The only place they have to go is the streets. May God protect them and have grace on them.
3. Pray for all of the ministry team here. We are undergoing some big changes as Leah and Joil will be in the states for several months. Also pray for Leah and the baby girl that she is carrying.